I'm so mad at myself, I have a crush again.
I haven't had one in months, things have been working out just fine for me just pushing people away and being distant.
Now, I have a crush, and it's on one of the most awesome people ever and I DON'T WANT TO FUCK THINGS UP.
This person most likely does not feel the same way, so fuck that option.
Like, there's a 95% chance that they don't like me, I know there's still the 5% that they could like me, but I'm just sticking with that 95% because it'll just be better for me and the person and whatever is between us.
Having crushes is dumb.
I didn't eat all day either.